2 months after being "home"
I didn't blog for a while ..well really long time now. I don't even know why. But in this time I came back home ,to Germany. Well it doesn't feel home anymore , I really miss my American family and lifestyle ,wanna go back so badly but still have to get through this in Germany.
It is hard to change everything back to normality after you get back to your country. It is hard to see everybody you lived and grew up together ..cause things just have changed.. You don't feel the same anymore for that person as it is for family as for friends. You see the world in an other perspective ...
In a perspective where everything is doable and possible.
Yes that is the position where I am right now, I wanna do that what I love ,no matter who is talking negatively about it.
I wanna live life the freaking way I want it.
Still fighting for my dreams ,like I did for my AMERICAN DREAM.
That dream came through ..And all my others will.
xxx Niera
"Smile everyday ,your smile could be someones better day" - Niera